I feel so good, when I’m with you boy. ♡
COME AT ME BRO.
Okay, so its 2012 (ohhh the worlds coming to an enddd, haha! anyway…) and I just thought ‘FUCK IT’, I’m going to write a fucking life story about my year of 2011…
First of all, I’d just like to state, that now I know who are fucking dog acts and who are truthful and faithful. Still unemployed, fuck life. Secondly, I had my brother move in, in 2010. Turned out to be an absolute scam artist and a complete fucking dickhead. He seriously needed to call the hood. Funnily enough, I scared him so bad for standing over my father! So he was sent back to Tasmania, where he belongs… Even dropped him off in the Taxi Zone at the Airport, we were that eager to get rid of him! haha anyway, lets move on…
The floods happened in the duration of the time he was living with us, Rosewood flooded like never before! I even rescued my friend and her mum as their car was washed away in flood water! T’was also on the news haha.
I turned eighteen last year and to be honest, life was grand… I still went out and did things and partied all the time. I felt so young. I soon learnt that a life like that doesn’t last forever… On my eighteenth I got this mad as massive helium Dora The Explorer balloon that sings Happy Birthday in English and Spanish! It’s cool, but it got annoying :/ haha! Don’t know why I ever brought that up… :/ moving on..
My friend Troy from the Rosewood Bakery (he was the Baker haha) moved to Townsville, weh! :( BUT we still keep in contact and he should be moving to Toowoomba by the end of next year, so that will be AWESOME! :) Probsy, is also engaged now and he has moved to Roma (like a kazillion fucking hours away, weh!) he still visits me everytime he is down :)….
I got my licence in June, I failed the first time but pretty much nailed it the second. My bestfriend also moved a month or two before that (Aleshaa) and she is still currently living here :) We don’t talk to the girls anymore. I still have my licence too which is a mad bonus, not to mention I’ve only been on one point and that was since my learners… So I think I’m doing well.
Sadly, we lost the heart of Rosewood last year, I still don’t know why you chose to take you life but we miss you and always keeping you in my heart, you were the party boy Mr. Corey Peter Adams, Rest In Paradise, much love Brother. <3 We also lost another beautiful soul, Rest In Peace Star, my beautiful girl and my beautiful boy Grey Cat, whom sadly both got sick and passed away, I hope you three have found each other up there in Heaven and are watching over Dad and me. We love you all and I miss you so much beautiful Angel’s. <3
Christmas time came around, Dad, like always, gave me the best I could ever ask for. He got me a Play Station 3, WiFi and a new 46” inch! Dad, even if we had nothing, I would still love you just the same, I will always be by your side, no one will ever stand over you, or hurt you. I swear to you, I will not let them. <3
I had many ups and downs last year and I have so so so many memories, they pop into my mind all the time. Brings tears to my eyes knowing I’ll never feel, have or be in that exact moment ever again. I realise you litterally do only live once. True God. I will cherish absolutely every memory I have made and will make, I will never forget any moment with any of you, reguardless whether we are apart or not. Everything I have been through, everyone and everything I’ve known, are who have made me who I am today and I thankyou so very much. Because if I had of lived life differently, I wouldn’t know what I know now and I may not even be alive today. I will always miss those years more than anything because we were wreckless, young and there was no boundries.
If I had to say more, I’d ramble on for days… So I’ll leave things on that note. I’m sure this year will be a totally new experience, quite frankly, I’m not ready, I never will be, but we don’t have the choice. Age is something we cannot change. I’m out, much love.
